{"product_id":"always-you-8","title":"Always, You","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eZayn Blackwell was my first mistake. Five years later, he's the only one I'm still dying to make.\u003c\/strong\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe wasn't just my first love-he was everything. My always. My future. Then he left for Seattle, and I was left with pieces of my heart and a silence that nearly drowned me. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI've spent five years putting myself back together. I have Mia, my morning walks, a clinic where I save animals instead of risking my heart on people. I've built walls so high nothing can touch me. I'm safe. I'm whole. I'm fine. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eUntil he comes back to Bellrose, and I realize I've been holding my breath this entire time. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eThe boy I loved is gone, replaced by a man I don't know anymore-broader shoulders, more tattoos covering skin I used to kiss, carrying keys to a house on the cliffs that shouldn't exist. A house built from every dream I ever shared with him. Every room is an apology he doesn't deserve. Every sunrise through those windows is a promise he's trying to keep. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe thinks he can fix what he broke. He thinks coming back is enough. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe wants a second chance. I just want to remember why I can't give him one. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eZayn swears his \"always\" was real. That he's staying this time. But what scares me isn't that he'll leave again. It's that I'm already hoping he won't.","brand":"None","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":46824695103698,"sku":"9781919552613","price":20.99,"currency_code":"CAD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0655\/8980\/5233\/files\/1_d3b1238f-d2b8-4ce6-a5ee-c50808427379.jpg?v=1778002994","url":"https:\/\/www.indigo.ca\/products\/always-you-8","provider":"Indigo","version":"1.0","type":"link"}