I always thought that I had to be perfect to be loved, so after 2 breast augmentations and a rhinosplasty, I was disappointed to still feel unloveable. Then in 2000, I got sued for malpractice and suffered a mental breakdown, and I was diagnosed with a mental illness. I definitely felt worthless and not worth being loved by anyone after that. I didn't realize how traumatic events that happened in your childhood could greatly impact who you are as an adult, until I started getting therapy and healing. I started to take care of myself accept the fact that even with faults, I was worth being loved. In this book, I also discuss what we, Americans can do to better take care of ourselves, since 45 other countries live longer than us. This is my journey of my life, so far, of accepting and loving myself. I discuss being biracial and not fitting into either race and not having an identity. Being adopted, I didn't know what race I was. I discuss racism that I had to face in my own family, and the loneliness of not being with or knowing my birth family. I write about my social and politcal views. I hope this book will inspire, educate, and entertain you.