This book is not a memoir in the usual sense. It is a dissection.

I describe a life that moves along the extremes of modern existence.

From the son of a working-class family to a millionaire, from building a multi-million company to the سقوط caused by sophisticated fraud.

From tables in luxury restaurants to the food bank.

From building and losing a family to a life that has to be restructured from the ground up.

From a rule-of-law system that calls itself “justice” but sometimes produces the opposite, to an actual attempted murder by criminals.

From medical errors that even Kafka would find too absurd, to the late diagnosis of “high-functioning autism,” a term that sounds like a compliment, but in practice feels more like a software system that never reaches a stable state.

This book is a search for logic in a world that often betrays that logic.

Not a comforting narrative, but an intellectual confrontation for those willing to look beyond the surface.

The book moves from a cognitive foundation, through institutional failure and physical and psychological disruption, to an analytical testimony that records what systems themselves cannot or will not remember.