The author was initially inspired by a series of unexplainable “God Moments” directing her to share her dysfunctional childhood and adult experiences focusing on education and recovery processes. W. Paul Young’s book: “The Shack’” opened the door to converting decades of diary and journal entries into a self-help format of encouragement, strength and hope. Names were changed to protect THE GUILTY and exonerate the victims of child abuse, domestic violence and rape. Jayme weaves her rich Irish heritage, intergenerational ghost stories and unexplained mysterious spiritual interventions through the cultural revolutions of the 60’s, 70’s. and 80’s, The book highlights the evolution of Codependency treatment, mental health and therapeutic recovery. Family patterns of repetitive narcissistic and misogynistic relationships, domestic violence and suicide were buried beneath multiple layers of denial, misrepresentation and deception.