good but graphic (trigger warnings!)
"tw: this book contains graphic depictions of blood, gore, murder, sexual assault and coercion, grooming. . it follows evie boyd as she thinks back on her youth when she met suzanne, who introduced her to an infamous group inspired by the manson family. the book is a reflective, at times nostalgic look back on one of evie's most impressionable times through her matured perspective. the writing is very descriptive and at times it did make me uncomfortable. so be warned especially when it comes to the trigger warnings. . i thought that setting the book in the context of a cult and murder would make it unrelatable however, it became clear that it was not the central theme and i found myself sinking into evie's thoughts as she recalls this stage of her adolescence. i thought that her reflections while recalling that time of her life were insightful and painfully relevant. at one point, she talks about a hatred that she knows all too well: one that women have swallowed down for ages with every taunt, unwanted touch, and misogynistic microaggression. . cline has an arresting way of writing about adolescence and how vulnerable that time is in anyone's life, but specifically for girls (because hey, title?). cline was able to make evie relatable; some of her thoughts were not unfamiliar to me. i really enjoyed cline's way of mingling the themes of identity into the narrative. it's the most important concept within the adolescent age group and a theme i always enjoy reading about. coming of age is a universal concept, and we all have different stories when it comes to finding ourselves and our place in the world. while this book doesn't offer any new perspective, it does have a creative albeit gruesome take on the theme if you're in the mood for it."